Sovereign Ark

Dreams are the side effects of Faith. -Joyce Meyer Around this time last year I was struggling with a lot of deep emotional wounds that I had experienced  through out my life.  These deep rooted wounds felt like I was in a dark tunnel, an oppressive state and I was desperate to get out. How can this be? I asked myself this question because I went to church practically all my life. I had and looked up to awesome leaders. While growing up I served in the worship team, I was part of the youth ministry yet some how I lacked that full joy that the word speaks about, I was restless, always uneasy, doubtful, timid, uncertain, unsure, and fearful. I believed IN God but did not believe his promises over my life let alone his purpose in me. I wonder how many Christians lived that way. To go to church and come out the same way, with no change, no revelation, no kind of insight of what God  wants and has for them. They come in with emotional wounds and yet refuse to bel...

Proverbs 8:17  I love those who love me; And those who diligently seek me will find me.  His love is constant, his love is endless, his love stretches as far as the east is from the west. No need to strive, no need to perform to win his love. He already loved us before we even existed on earth. He formed us intricately in our mother's womb .  He loved us first and he knows us best. He has been so faithful despite the struggles that we all faced and wounds that scared  you and I. Love died in the cross for us, he was crucified and he took with him all sickness, all sins. He took it all, every little thing you and I faced, every little mistakes, he took it all upon himself.   It amazes me how the father have so much love for us that he sent his son to take our place and die.  His love surely never fails! Yes, I am sure that nothing can separate us from the love God has for us. Not death, not life, not angels, not ruling spirits, n...

Well first of all, I want to say welcome to my blog. I have felt for a while to create a blog where I can express what God (Jesus Christ) has been doing in my life, this will mark the beginning of a lot of changes that has already been occurring. I want to share my journey openly or at least as open as I can. As a Christian, I want to speak of my struggles and my deep passions, I believe pain is not prejudice and we all confront it in some way, shape and or form, christian or not… This blog will have scriptures and teachings that has taught me valuable lessons that has also changed my mindset, in my walk with God he has shown his endless and constant love for me, so I want to share that he is there despite the storms that surrounds us.  You are not alone in your struggles.  I will also have songs that has touched my deeply in the season where I find my self in. I pray that my writings encourage you to seek God in a deeper way, to fall in love all over agai...

Sometimes I wonder how my second little peanut would be like, she would be 6 in June, probably with curly blonde hair and blue eyes and precious as can be.  I can't say that I don't wonder, or think the "what if's". I know she is in heaven and even though she didn't come to the world alive she already made a deep impact in my life. Would I do it all over again? I cant say that I would. I want to hold that little girl and see the woman she would have become. But I know that in her  short existence she left a seed in my heart to for ever cherish. To hear her heart beat, captivated me. She had already changed me profoundly, I saw the world differently. However, the impact she has made was for a greater purpose. Did I understand that at first? No. Did I blame God? No but I did ask the why's. Her name would have been Sofia which means Wise. My husband and I  gave her that name before we knew she wasn't meant to live long.  In her death I  conceived a ne...

Don't be surprised if you step out in faith when God calls you to do his will and  you  are attacked by the enemy. He will try to make you feel inferior, insignificant, dumb, silly, that what ever you thought you were doing for God is a waste of time, not worthy, not good enough to be able to do anything,  IF you let him.  I have been stepping out in faith for what I know what God has called me to do and sure enough the enemy has furiously been attacking me with a vengeance. Even as I sat down to begin this blog  I felt overwhelmed with insecurities, should I post or not post?, what if some one says something negatively? you know you cant handle it, who do you think you are?  Those where the thoughts that ran through my mind. Yes, maybe I cant handle it on my own BUT in Jesus Christ I can. The Bible tells us that in Christ all things are possible (see Matthew 19:26). The enemy loves to reminds us of our past an...